i wish i could come home to smiles and laughter
instead of a pair of eyes glaring steadily at me
and a face blacker than the night.

i know i seem to be simply vanishing and slipping away
like this butterfly thats simply fluttering aimlessly around
but i know where my heart is
and i havent forgotten home.
you cant keep me hidden behind your apron strings forever
you lost that privillage the minute you left me defenseless and alone in this jungle to fend for myself.
i am only just begining to spread my wings and discover for myself what this world can be like.
don't clip them again and shove me back into the cage.

meng : a thousand apologies. i owe you BIG time. make it up. i PROMISE.